This year the feelings seems to be quite mixed as I step into this new year… 1st I must say, yeah… I did have a boring countdown or even no countdown at home watching the clock just tick past midnight. And indeed, to some I read on le love, it’s just a day after another… after all the hype. In some sense, I do agree with that… but if I were to just stick to that… well… this will just be another year in waiting. I refuse, of coz!
There have been quite a few “revelations”… it’s amazing how sometimes I like to generalize things and end up boring myself thinking life is predictable then bam! things turn up in strange but wonderful ways. Where should I start… Hmmm. Alrights with regards to my new year resolutions I haven’t had time to set them but at least I do see the need to after reminder from dear pam. And especially after reading this super amazing book which I recommend all to lay your hands on called, ” Whatever you think, think the OPPOSITE.” It’s inspiring and motivating for those who think life is always waiting and starting to go in cycles and never ending boring or bad cycles. Another book which is uber cool that I got it at such an amazing price, ” Hell in the Hallway” is another rescue to the bad day beginnings and lifts me immediately.
After mentioning all this, I really must say, it’s amazing amazing amazing coz I haven’t been reading so many books for a long time… not counting textbooks that is. And I thoroughly enjoy it because it’s really been a changing time for me. My last year just ended bad with pimple outbreaks or what is known as adult acne. it’s not serious, but not having such conditions for 24 yrs and then having to deal with pimples daily suddenly really added some serious stress at the beginning. And then there was a rather I-don’t-know would you call it sour moment of a friendship. And NO RESULTS in lab… that was really demoralizing for me, but I found the strength and motivation after a while.
But this year, is NOT THE SAME. 
sometimes HOPE is really what keeps people hanging on. and yah! I hope this year will be a BRAND NEW year with BRAND NEW changes. I’m now reading the art of choosing which I really hope helps me stop being indecisive but of coz the book itself touches choice on a more broad level. Nevertheless it’s a good read. Am listening to Lisa Ono’s selections and caught 2 award worthy movies: Hello Stranger and Confessions. Got presents for everyone for christmas and treated my mum. Everyone’s happy, I’m glad, and I hope everyone gets what they want yah!
Life always has a way of showing you the little things that makes great changes to your life. =)
