Should I say it’s a dream destroyed in the year 2010. hahahahahaha. Actually it wasn’t that horrible. I saw its forthcoming when the words like shortlisted appeared. Yet when I was listening to the woman speak, ” I’m sure all you guys are fashion students or have passion towards fashion.” At that point I just naively believe that it will be based on passion for fashion, professionalism above all. Of course, the eventual act of not asking anything personal and just taking the passport sized photos just proved one thing – it was all about the look. Just like the fashion industry was meant to be.
Of course, conversations also made me realise about people who wanted to more desperately than me. Not that I din want it bad, just that to me it’s a dream I want to fufil, but to them it will be their one and only job and they will be willing to jump into it like right now. Besides, I don’t really need that experience that much I presume. Or perhaps in a way, I will understand it later.
But when I took out my sketches and looked through once again. I’m convinced someday, it will be my turn.
