today i saw him with a gurl.

is it repititive?

i don’t know.

i cried again. i hate myself for being silly. for not knowing how to hate him…

can’t even generate any bit.

angry with myself why i cannot control.

one day, i’ll stop loving him. let’s wait for that one day to come.

i thot i was ok. why?
wake up.

u have no idea how tired i am. and i start to believe u don’t care.

does it stop the pain? no.

i just want to be comforted. leave me alone.